I was scared of death
until she came,
until she came,
until she came
for me.
The first time she looked me in the eye
and told me her name. She
offered me chocolate. She
showed me the appearances,
the face of the game.
The second time, I
summoned her in order
to get closure on what was
previously lost,
and not being able to bear
the grief, I dove into her waters
and gave my life as it was too
painful to continue.
The third time she told me
there is no wasted time,
nothing to be guilty for,
and the availability of the dead
to fill us with light.